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| Monday, August 22nd, 2005 | | 8:18 pm |
| | Monday, June 6th, 2005 | | 6:01 pm |
How to Deal With Death
So I have been surrounded by enough death lately to put Hades out of business when I wondered, What can we do to face it without giving in? I attached a song to the death of my loved one, everytime I thought about him I sang until I couldn't hear the lyrics because I was crying so much, the song goes like this... "I'll get over you, I know I will. I'll pretend my ships not sinking. And I'll tell myself, I'm over you. 'Cause I'm the king of wishful thinking." I sang that and drew a picture of how I remembered him (drawing incompetence aside it turned out pretty well). So I am coping well, whenever I get depressed I sing that song and it makes me feel like I can pull through it. I know the song is a love song about people breaking up, but it can work the same way with loved ones lost in other ways. Just tell yourself you'll get over them...because getting over them isn't forgetting them, it is just getting over the pain of losing them. As the wise Yoda once said..."Mourn her do not." and Peter Pan..."Death will be an awfully big adventure." I felt compelled to write this because I know how many of my friends and family have been suffering from this rash of deaths and I want to let everyone know that I too am sad, but I know I cannot linger on his loss forever. I still love Mr. Butterfield and can hardly right this without crying. But know that your friends and family have experienced too the sorrow of death, they are not strangers to it, if all else is lost, turn to them. They love you more that anything else (Except in my case, God and myself...he he he) But you get my drift. Love you all and here is to a happier future than this last week of school has proven to be! Current Mood:  Finals loom like a storm!Current Music: Soundtrack to Peter Pan...and Darth Vaders theme song! | | Tuesday, May 10th, 2005 | | 5:34 pm |
Killer Bench!
So today at lunch so much funny stuff happened, due to Steph's request for an outside lunch (I normally hate eating outside but it was fun today)So first it was hot and sunny, Steph's back burnt and my arm wasn't too happy, but I was wearing a black sweater so I thought, maybe I should take my shirt off, what an idea! Except Chris would have gone bright red and school wouldn't be happy. So the other funny thing is that I was going to stand up but the bench collapsed under me, not when I sat on it (for those weight jokers) but when I tried to get up...I fell down and was cracking up while everyone wondered how the stupid bench did that. Sir was so mean he was like Julia Roberts is only this tall and held a hand up near my height, then he looked at me and said but she only weighs about 90 lbs. well, how rude! Hope everyone had a fun day, I'm just tired and hungry, toodles! Current Mood:  toooooooodles!Current Music: Same as the past three times... | | Saturday, May 7th, 2005 | | 3:11 pm |
| | 2:59 pm |
So I have been thinking about changing my icon but I like the panda so maybe not, I love ones my friend did. Like I watch the rain outside and see my tears dripping down the windowpane (right?)...so powerful. I am so caught up in stuff right now, Econ/Gov project...I hope Mr. Herrman gives our group more time to improve it so it can be state-worthy...crap...what if he already took it in and we can't do anything to it...then it would still not have the title (damn it!) And I am so ready to do our melodrama, I want to have more fun with the character so I'll see what happens. So I have been listening to the same song like nonstop all week and everyone who knows me know what song it is...and I still haven't gotten sick of it, that is how you know when you are addicted to something, when you have it all the time and still want more! Well, I had a weird dream last night and am thinking about testing my newfound manga drawing skills on it, making it into a story. The main character is a young girl with light pink hair and red eyes who can see into peoples minds but only memories, no future or present so she can't really read minds, just memories, and a werewolf who is kind of like Lupin (for those HP freaks) and a vampire and some other really friggen weird people. So they meet at ths huge zoo, like a zoo of the future and decide to go on a sort of treasure hunt that was advertised at the zoo. The werewofl and the girl get super close (she adores him, but he is werewolfish and doesn't want to get close) So they look for clues together in creepy caves and ditch the rest of the group. The are standing on the side of a hill with him looking over a dirt road, she sits on a rock slighty behind him and has a flash into his mind and she can tell he hunted PEOPLE on these roads, but she adores him too much to care, she is just about to faint form the powerful intrusion into her mind when so she groans a little. Without looking back he asks her what is wrong and she is about to say nothing but it cut off as she is grabbed aorund the throat by a ground troll (who is huge) and she says...'Nothing...except for getting choked' so he turns aorund and fights the troll and...(I have to make up the rest cause my dream ended there) Does it sound interesting? Let me know kk! Current Mood:  I can draw!Current Music: Same as always | | Wednesday, May 4th, 2005 | | 5:55 pm |
Wanted to have fun, didn't feel like writing after that long survey!
 You're An Intellectual! You can always be found reading or on the computer. People always come to you when they need information. You don't really care about love at this point, your only goal is to improve your mind. After all, knowledge is power! What Type Of Anime Character Are You? brought to you by Quizilla Your element is Fire: Strong, hot tempered, powerful, and passionate. Well now lets see, being fire you are quite strong and powerful, people look up to you greatly and often seek your protection. You have the ability to gain many friends and you are always one people can count on to do what you say you will do. You are extremely loyal be it friends or family you'll stick up for them and you are never willing to put them in a position that could hurt them. You know what roll you play in life, leader, and you intend to let people know it. Not everyone is capable of leadership but you certainly have the willpower and flare to do it. You have quite a temper if it shows itself, one that can often lead you into trouble. Once your mind is made up there is no changing it but no one said that was a bad thing. .:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers- brought to you by Quizilla Your anime hair color is pink. What is your anime hair color? brought to you by Quizilla You have an intense kiss! You and your partner connect when you kiss and you forget about the rest of the world. Hey, call me!!! ^_~ What anime kiss are you? brought to you by QuizillaNotice the oxymoron in this one, Alicia is both christ and the antichrist This is so sweet!  Ok you are a romantic anime girl and you love and care for a lot of people.There is no evil in you soul or your heart.Though sometimes people don't feelt he same way as you do you keep on trying to change their mind.You love to help people out and you are always happy.Keep on trying to make the whole world smile because you know smiles are contagious ^_^.Oh and if it seems like there is nobody who could love you as much as you could love them it doesn't matter the thing is that the only thing that matters is that he cares and loves you and it doesn't matter how much well maybe it does but don't set you standards to high cuz then you'll find nobody If You Were An Anime Character What Would You Look Like?(Girls Only) brought to you by Quizilla Your Hidden Power Is FireYou have a strong and courageou soul. You show no fear when it comes to protecting the ones you love. You know when choosing between right and wrong. You also are quite the rebel. Gem Stone:Ruby, Eye
Color:Red, Hair Color:Red with Blonde streaks that is just below your arm pits pulled back into a pony tail. Quote:If you're lost I'll keep you warm and if your low just hold on..cause I will be your safety.....don't leave home..... What Is Your True Hidden Power? .::Beautiful Anime Pics::. brought to you by QuizillaThis next one is just for kicks kk? Weird but cool.  Green Tea... You are Green Tea! Strong and very smart you prefer peace to violence and very rarely take action if it involves confrontation. But you make up for this with your keen insight and understanding of the world and people around you, you have a very mysterious nature. Many people see you as laid back and that may be true but you are very intelligent and make good decisions. What type of Tea are you? {-With Anime Pictures!-} brought to you by Quizilla Purple! You have purple eyes! You're a dreamer, artist, poet, whatever. You enjoy all forms of art and literature, and tend to be quite good at creating them as well. What Color Are Your Anime Eyes? brought to you by QuizillaHa Ha HA HA! | | Tuesday, May 3rd, 2005 | | 6:41 pm |
Live the Good Life
Well let me start off by saying I AM HUNGRY! Beyond that just kinda weird. I had to wait for my mom who came at 5:30 when rehearsal got out at 3:30! So I goofed off on the computer and Joe read me...like with cards and junk because I was the epidemy of bored, I don't even have any homework! So I found out all sorts of stuff I already knew and it was mildly interesting. But the funniest thing was that when I was on the elevator going up to the library (like I do everyday) I ws thinking for the first time how fun it would be to makeout with someone on a elevator...of course I would want a much longer ride than from floor 1 to floor 2, but it seemed like fun at the time. Hope everyone is having a spiffy life! Current Mood:  foooooooood!Current Music: Mai-ah-hee by O-zone | | Tuesday, April 26th, 2005 | | 5:41 pm |
So Sick!
Only thing to report is that I am sick and it sucks that I have ACT tomorrow. Sounds like fun! 76 and choking on peanuts...what is wrong with me? Steph wins...not much of a prize though... Current Mood:  cold kicking my buttCurrent Music: Boulevard of Broken Dreams | | Monday, April 25th, 2005 | | 5:23 pm |
Totally Wiped!
This stupid cold like thing is kickin' my butt right about now, languid, muscle aches and that stupid nose drip and irritated throat...I should have known I was getting sick. Oh well, I'm gonna go eat Chinese food to feel better...nice egg roll. I am trying to the best of my ability to be an ice queen around Chris. I did pretty darn well, but he was so absorbed in Alex he didn't recognize my near loathing of him...and I do. I made a funny allusion, Alex is like Arwen, Chris is like Aragorn, and I am like Eowyn...that is how you spell it right? But, I figured, it isn't as if anything is wrong with Eowyn, but Aragorn wants Arwen, so Eowyn should just get a clue and stop trying, it will never work...ah the theraputic qualities of Lord of the Rings. So I maintained my sanity despite him giving me no attention...and I live on attention so it was a big step. I feel the freedom, only wish I could be a better friend. I am going to miss a lot of a friends birthday party and I don't want to, even though I can have it no other way, I feel terrible. You know who you are and I really will try to the best of my ability to come, love you all! As if...I'm not even Asian! The Fruit makes a difference Current Mood:  damn coldCurrent Music: Torn into Pieces | | Saturday, April 23rd, 2005 | | 4:27 pm |
Little Bored...
I'll I'm gonna say is...um... Interesting Don't understand why I say what I do... Gross cause I'm gonna be old... Everyone got a plan now? | | Thursday, April 21st, 2005 | | 6:22 pm |
Feathered Sombrero
Sounded like a fun title, well, I hope everyone is having a lovely day...mine was once again, another day in which I learned little and accomplished less. Comfort coming in the fact that I may one day be something to someone, so I may as well treat myself with care...I am so Novinha right now it scares me. Current Mood:  Pointless day!Current Music: Get Out | | Wednesday, April 20th, 2005 | | 5:26 pm |
Well Hello!
I just finished Speaker for the Dead and it is a good book, not really much to say right now. Just wanna eat, sleep and be merry! Only thing that bothered me today was the fact that I really was intersted in health class for the third time this week...the speaker really gets to me, he's a good speaker. Current Mood: good books=good timesCurrent Music: The Point of No Return | | Monday, April 18th, 2005 | | 5:26 pm |
| | 5:15 pm |
Curse of the Blue Bracelet!
WEll, I love them, they keep me so entertained...unfortunately I need to stop being entertained by things other thanschool cause it won't help me at all. I have a B in my math class because we have three grades, two of mine are 100% A's, but that doesn't matter because I have one 80% B and it dragged me down to a 85%...can't have B's. And even though he will probably read this, Jimmy, cut this shit out! I don't want you being pessimistic (negative...not good)about every friggen thing! If you ask for my opinion expect me to give it to you honestly, don't think I am going to just glance at something and say yeah, whatever, you complain if I do and you complain if I don't so just know my honest opinion will come out and I am not going to do your work just because you don't like it when people try to help you. You are so like Achilles that it scares me, pronounced in french as Asheel, got it, good! Besides that I am hungry, lonely and cranky...stupid work, stupid sub....why a B why! Isn't being miserable in everything else enough, I have to be miserable at school too, I'm going to do some stuff to make me happier...for a short while anyway. Steph and my's sucker is so cool, patriotisch. Like the American flag woot! And I forgot, I had an encounter with Chris two days in a row, first day was superb to say the least, second day was like a flight full of freed POW's getting shot down before crossing enemy lines, man this sucks! Current Mood:  Anorexic...not by choiceCurrent Music: Danger Zone | | Friday, April 15th, 2005 | | 3:13 pm |
Girls Just Wanna Have Fun!
I understand the first two, but do my friends really think I'm a slut? Told you! cool no? May just be me but it sounds like it knew I was blonde and had blue eyes, weird! interesting Jimmy as a quarterback is what got me on this one. Ha ha ha ha ha ha! | | 3:10 pm |
Friday Friday...
Feels like Saturday though, no school, yay! Had a barrel of laughs at April's, and I am feeling pretty good today, won't type too much though cause my wrists hurt, stupid growing pains, want to grow, don't want to hurt. Current Mood:  Hamster kept me awake a lot!Current Music: Yellow Taxi | | Monday, April 11th, 2005 | | 4:53 pm |
These just make me laugh!
This next one, dang am I a pro or what, I think I would be exausted if I actually went this long! So close to my birthday too! Answers some questions... | | 4:39 pm |
Bean and Petra
It is almost eerie how much you can learn about yourself by having a converstaion with someone else. Just to spare everyone the rantings of a pyschoanalyst, I feel like Petra, but I don't have a Bean. Makes sense to me, maybe some else understands it too. However, I couldn't help but feel absolutely terrible talking to my father last night, he was telling me to not miss out on an opportunity to have a boyfriend or something in high school cause it will be a great experience...I had nearly forgotten that my experience with Joe wasn't widely known among the 'parental units' however, I simply said that I am a shrewd and calculating person; talk about dropping the bomb on yourself. I really am going to be the bitchy single business woman everyone hates. Not to mention all sorts of shit will not cease to pile up, a fabric I found which was perfect for a project I wanted to complete no longer is in the store. I informed my mother when I found it but naturally, if I leave it up to my mother, I am fucked. No holding back, I am just supremely and utterly fucked. That is all I have to say in anything concerning my mother, as for my father, I find it hard to say anything I truly mean, I had the perdect opportunity to tell him about the Christmas preseant thing bothering me and I just smiled sweetly on the other end of the line and said, of course I'm not mad at you for any particular reason. Damn me and my all encompassing need for inner protective bullshit. I am so pissed at myself for being the person I am, I almost thought in the car that I would give up everything I knew now if I could only not be me anymore. It all started with me that way because of other shit headed people who don't give a fuck about what their actions cause. Damn selfish people, damn me. Current Mood:  Excuse the rantings please...Current Music: I've got the whole world | | Saturday, April 9th, 2005 | | 2:36 pm |
Sweet
 Buisness. You are a determined and logical person. You prefer to wear something comfortable yet stylish but something that won't get in the way while you work. You aim extremely high but don't give up on your dreams because you can achieve every one of them. What influences your style? (Anime pictures) brought to you by Quizilla | | 2:19 pm |
ACT extravaganza!
At least that noise is over. I was happy that I knew one other person in my group for the Act, Carolyn. At least everyone in our little group had a sence of humor, I liked the atmosphere in general, but not the test...the math was pretty base as usual, but I started a little too slow on the reading so I had to guess near the end, stupid me, stupid stupid me...I could have gone faster too, it was just me being blonde little me. Oh well, now I get to find out my scores in four to seven weeks. until then I have the state ACT, the SAT and a whole lot of other junk to do. I love the book Ender's Shadow, I would highly recommend it to anyone who liked Ender's Game because it is so good, that even if you didn't really like Ender's Game you would still like Ender's Shadow, Bean is just such an intelligent character, I love his insights into his own insecurities, that is what really hooked me. Everyone wants him to seem cold and heartless, not even human, just around for his brain, but he shows everyone that that is exactly what he is there for...and that he hs feelings, good for him. So nnow I am reading Shadow of the Hegemon and I hope that it is just as good, so far it is pretty interesting, I want to hear more about Petra...but mostly Bean, what will he do? Who knows. I wnated to go to Teriyaki Express but my mom didn't want to drive all the way out there so we went to the dollar chinese, oh well, it's something right. My sister went with her friend today so she went to the mall and got Teriyaki Express...now I'm stuffed though so I won't complain. I was so proud of my cast on the one act and ten minute play night, I am happy that I stuck with it even when I wanted to just scream and cry and call it off...and I know my cast must have had a simular feel so I am truly thankful they stuck with it too, it was a real testament to their character. I hope everyone had fun at the cast party, I wanted to go to bed early but old habits die hard...at least I went to bed earlier than I would have had I gone to the party. I got caught up in Resident Evil, what a twisted movie, need to finish it today. Kyland made me laugh he whined when some one hit him and I said, be a man, he grabbed me and said only for you, at first I was like awesome...then I realized my mom was standing behind him so I went, jeez my mom is right here, he said sorry mommy and I laughed. Ever know people are joking but wish they weren't, oh well, till next time my friends! Current Mood:  The Math Was Easy!Current Music: I will survive |
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